letting go.
i think I am ready…
to let you go:
the thoughts that roam.
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i have this preconceived myth in my mind that tells me i have to be FULLY in alignment before i can receive anything “good”
but that’s not true at all.
because i know, throughout my life, i have had major periods of complete dis-alignment with source + have still received amazing things during those times - things that i w a n t e d .
it’s funny though, life doesn’t seem to always give you what you want… it’s usually just what you focus on that comes blasting back in your face
- but the universe, Gaia, she always gives you what you n e e d
so because of my focus on being “fully in alignment”
- and stressing myself out about not being in full alignment alllll the time -
instead of slowing down + being in the receiving mode
+ just being grateful for being able to feel fulfilled + aligned,
i subconsciously end up holding myself out + missing out on the opportunities the universe is trying to send me.
i’m done doing that.
i’m done playing small.
i’m done holding myself out from what i really want
because it seems “unrealistic” or “far” from where I am right now.
it’s not.
i’m really doing this.
i quit my job.
i’m never going back.
i’m going to make a m i l l i o n dollars online within the next 5 years.
i don't know how.
i don't know when.
but i am certain that it will happen.
i know that alignment with source is how i am able to manifest what I want.
and i am d e d i c a t e d to that.
but i am done making myself feel “bad” about not being in alignment.
i am not perfect.
i’m not the most sustainable, but I try to do what feels in alignment to me.
sometimes I let my ego take over,
but I am working more diligently on my shadow than ever.
IM HUMAN.
I will never be perfect.
but my imperfectness is what makes my essence magical.
its what makes us all, us.
i am here to l e a r n .
i am here to g r o w .
i am here to b e m y s e l f .
fully.
authentically.
transparently.
thank you for being on this journey with me. xx