lonely.
lately i’ve been really lonely
i’ve been around so many people
but so inside my own head
like i’m alone
in a crowded room
but all i’m thinking about
is the life i’m not living
i’ve been gone for so long
that people i once knew
memories i once cherished
are now distant memories
and i can tell i’m changing
but i’m somehow staying the same
i wanna go back to my roots
back where it all started
but is that me missing people
or is it
me making excuses
trying to go back to comfortability
and stability
and knowing all the answers
knowing where i’m going
knowing where i’ve been
i’ve been meeting new people
but their faces are all the same
the relationships now
they’re all superficial
our experiences all different
none of us the same