We are always moving…

The earth is always spinning.

Air is always in a constant state of movement throughout the atmosphere.

Pressure is constantly shifting.

Nothing is constant.

That’s why it logically makes sense that we are always in a constant state of motion. We are never actually still.

Did you know:

When you’re touching something, your brain is actually simulating what that feeling may feel like and you aren’t actually experiencing any feeling sensations whatsoever. You aren’t actually even touching whatever you’re touching.

That’s quanta.

We are quanta.

The world around us is quanta.

And we operate on a quantum system, which means that we operate in a network of communicative neurological receptors that consistently send important messages to each other based on the state of our nervous system.

Most of us are conditioned to operate utilizing the fight-or-flight feature programmed into our nervous system, which creates a world of chaos around us and makes us feel like we have no power over our circumstances. When we soften into our senses, breathe into our body and allow ourselves to feel the depths of our soul - we begin operating in our parasympathetic nervous system, which is the system responsible for muscle repair, rest, relaxation, etc.

A quantum jump is merely a shift between one operating system to the next.

HOWEVER, a shift between one operating system to the other does not always signify a quantum jump. Sometimes, we must experience multiple shifts before we experience any external change. It is necessary for us to go through a period of disentanglement so that we may change beliefs, thoughts, habits and patterns that will entangle us to a new paradigm.

SO I KNOW YOU’RE WONDERING —

What the hell is a quantum jump and what does it have to do with me?

It’s important to understand that we are traveling through space-time in a sort of un-orderly fashion. It’s also important to understand that time is not linear. The best way to describe this is by thinking of a vortex sort of situation. Maybe it’s an array of beautiful colors, maybe it’s a scene, maybe there’s a person there that fuels your heart - imagine yourself in that vortex. The vortex where anything is possible. Where time doesn’t exist. It’s the world of your dreams, the realm of your subconscious.

With reality, we have duality. So whenever you have an experience on one end of the spectrum, you can automatically translate that into an experience at the other end of the spectrum based on the rules of opposites. This is relevant because it allows us to understand the nature of energy, making it pretty obvious that there can always be two outcomes, depending on where your energy levels are. When we emit higher frequencies - which resonate with love, happiness, joy, passion, conscious grief, conscious anger - we are able to transmute lower density energies into higher, more valuable life force currency, which then translates into a higher state of being. This higher state of being is directly correlated to a shift in the nervous system from fight-or-flight (immaturity) to parasympathetic (grounded and mature).

You may experience shifts between these two states regularly. If so, you will constantly be in a flux between two different realities. Maybe you have a job where you don’t feel like you can be yourself. Maybe you have to hide a version of yourself to a loved one. In some way, you are living a double life and this is directly related to the state of your nervous system.

So what happens when we quantum shift?

When we quantum shift, our entire nervous system shifts into the parasympathetic nervous system for an extended period of time OR your level of commitment to your parasympathetic nervous system drastically increases and that result is shown externally.

When we dedicate through devotion to our parasympathetic (feminine) system, we provide a level of structure (masculine) and stability that allows both energies to thrive within the human vessel. This creates the optimum internal reality for love to evolve and attracts similar energies externally. It is the dedication and devotion, though, that allows this energy to persist regardless of circumstances. In this way, the feminine energies are able to flow freely, while the masculine energies feel valued and strong.

Can you give me a real life example?

Sure thing, buckle in.

I feel like for the longest time, I was cycling back and forth between such drastic states of being. Constantly going all the way up, feeling extremely calm and relaxed and suddenly crashing down to severe anxiety attacks and depressive episodes. So, I would naturally experience long periods of time where I would feel GREAT, followed by periods of time where I didn’t even want to be alive. But I began to notice that when I was taking care of myself mentally, cooking, cleaning, accomplishing tasks, doing the things I wanted to do, going out in nature my energy levels were always much higher. So, I began to play with my own energy.

I remember one period of time specifically where I literally felt like I was out of my body for weeks at a time. I wasn’t feeling like myself, was avoiding my friends, felt so lost and miserable.

And for a second, I was like: damn. What’s wrong with me?

And then I realized that my lack of energy wasn’t something bad.

It was natural.

It was the natural way my body knew how to cycle energy.

I was feeling like I wanted to reinvent myself. I wanted a new life.

I wanted to be a new person.

And the reason I was feeling so distraught was because I wasn’t allowing myself to breathe into actualizing that. I was so stuck in the thought pattern that I could “never.” The irony was that in thinking that alone, I created that for myself.

I really could never fully change because I never truly believed it was possible.

I began to realize that I felt the best when I had smoothies or fruit in the morning. When I took some time to greet myself before starting my day. When I talk to myself in the mirror, or for any apparent reason whatsoever. I began to realize that the reason I was feeling so upset and depressed was actually because my mind had already visualized (and therefore actualized) the desired reality that I wanted to be living in. But I couldn’t just start living it. Why? Because there were so many deep-rooted, ancestral tendencies, thoughts and beliefs that were embedded into my nervous system that literally would not let me exit fight-or-flight.

So naturally, everything that could possibly trigger me into fight-or-flight began popping up into my reality. I started to see all of these unconscious patterned beliefs that were rooted deep in my subconscious from childhood, past lives and even earlier in my lineage. I started to feel really bad. Like I was never going to make it out. I kept digging myself deeper and deeper.

It got to the point where I didn’t even recognize the person I was anymore. So I decided I would change everything about her.

But then I was like: wait… how?!

And then one day,

I simply just decided: I don’t know, but I’ll do it.

And every day, I wake up in a new reality thanks to the version of myself who tore herself down to the ground and obliterated all that was left of her ego.

I let go of everything that I thought identified me as “me.”

And I became the person I wanted to be.

It really didn’t take that much time at all. What it took was alignment, persistence and full-body belief. When I didn’t believe, I would walk away and come back when I did.

I chose to become this version of me. And yes, I would consider it a quantum leap.

The girl you would’ve known a few years ago couldn’t even take pictures of herself without feeling insecure. She wouldn’t feel comfortable speaking to a camera. Hell, she would critique this entire essay and determine that it’s not good enough and should be redrafted. And money? Whew, chile.

MONEY WASN’T EVEN SITTING AT THE TABLE.

THAT GIRL DIDN’T WANT TO WIN. SHE WAS SO AFRAID OF SUCCESS.

This girl knows how normal success is and loves to bask in it.
She learned how to allow success instead of trying to control it.

She went from futile to fecund.

Talk about a juxtaposition, eh?

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